A Chinese gay boy voice 一个中国的同性恋男孩的声音

I'm gay, I am a Chinese citizen, 17-year-old. Others because of fear of strange looks, I constantly hide their sexual orientation. I have A unfortunate family, my parents are suffering from cancer, my country's health care system is not perfect, my parents spent all their savings healing, but my mother was dead, until her death, I have did not tell her I'm gay, because in China this is a shame. I have always felt very sorry.
China has 50 million homosexuality, but we have been living in the dark, not recognized by society, in this country there is no law to protect us, many comrades forced by social and family pressure eventually married, and heterosexual, but both sides are hurt. I hope as soon as possible to urge the Chinese government gay bill, protect our rights! ! !