At the age of 44 years I discover my past, be attention it is horrible, I remember this situation I was a child setting on the entry floor at home behind me was my big brother his fingers touch my short jeans between my legs to see what under! then I sleep on the floor... it became a viol, he renew this game, my mother sister and two brothers see and agree.
The big brother do again when I was 22 years old with drogues, my mothers encourage him at the begining...
I get married when I was 32 years old I do not have any idea about that.
It was a black marriage I want to immigrate to Canada to escape with my 2 boys. 12 years after a french man change my life he follow me know my story and save me.
To do that he ask help from France and USA.
I had a trouble in my mind I do not understand.



