I hope that i can pass the Postgraduate Entrance Examination this year and CATTI.I love my BF,i hope we can get married

This year,i will admission the Postgraduate Entrance Examination.i wanna change my life and do something what i like.so i hope i can pass it.BTW i really love my BF,although we often have something unhappy ,i wanna be his wife and have a cute bb.how important he is! would he not be mad with me ?Mr.Cai