Let Julian Serve his Country in the Military

I pray you can help me.Firstly i want to apologize for the reaction i took in front of the immigration judge,I deliberately incriminated myself a couple years back and got myself deported after having been adopted by a Vietnam Vet who child molested and constantly beat me i was made to panhandle and steel at times as a kid grew up amongst the vets in san francisco's tenderloin district then moved into the projects on north beach and east Oakland i never got a chance at life as a child and felt so hurt knowing my step dad didnt complete my citizenship u can't imagine how hard it's been i've been homeless since that vet abandoned me and my sisters in Oakland,Let me prove myself in the Military send me to the front line i Never stopped loving America she let me go...