NTV - lawless TV-Chanel in Russia spreads dirty slander about women and her children, who suffered from pedophil

I am a journalist, businesswoman and in past candidate for the Duma of Moscow. I have2 children: 12-y.o. son and 10-y.o.daughter. One day a man did four sexual episodes of defilement with my daughter. Pedophile was arrested. Corrupt and criminal-oriented Television Chanel “NTV” showed a program about it, where I am a criminal person from Ucraine, lived in Russia without documents, use my children for criminal aims. In this program NTV showed names of my children, my photos without my resolution. After this program of NTV I filed a lawsuit for their slander about me and ask 50 millions rubles for moral compensation and for refutations dirty information. But I lost court in Moscow. No money, no moral compensation, no refutations a slander. My children were excluded in School of Art.