why you cutting ssi checks i have lifetime with blood clots i have in my throat,hip calf, foot and chest

well i get a ssi check every month of blood clots thru alot in my life i have in my chest,throat,hip,calf,foot,ankle my fingers i'm disabled if u cut my check i might be nothing is hurting i can't get a job i can't walk i'm dragging my leg is hard i'm homeless in this economy is hard to keep a job i can't even worked i'm on crutches, and wheel chair i barely i can pay for my blood thinners is worth $1500 i have aetna that pay to low as $3.50 it called blood thinners thickened my blood out called xarelto if u cut my check i don't know what to do with my life.I been around my life in danger i can't eat or walk that much longer please save ssi checks my legs is down on last leg barely walked for the obamacare wouldn't take care of my hospital bill worth $25000.